Walkabout 2002 – More Resistance and Still Looking For Balance

You Want Me To Do What?Well I’m down here at Bill and Amy’s and I’m getting settled in after taking them to the airport this afternoon. I rented a few DVD’s in the hopes of getting to watch them (which is looking less and less likely because I can get the sound to switch to DVD but not the picture, so I could listen to them if I really wanted). I’m thinking about a lot of stuff down here. Mostly stuff about how I want to be in my relationship with Daniel. But also stuff about what I want to do for work and how I want to live my life. Big picture stuff.

My hand is cramping and has been for several hours now. It makes typing a little challenging and a lot painful. Couldn’t have anything to do with finishing the book could it? Nah, that would be obvious or something. I must have a lot of thinking to do since my brain has been running full tilt since Bill and Amy left. A moment alone and my brain runs away with me. I think I must have been overdue for some meditation time.

I’m trying not to put too much energy into worrying about the job thing. I did a working to bring that to me at the same time as I did the one that brought Daniel to me (although he wasn’t mentioned by name or even energy at the time), so I’m sure it will come to fruition as soon as I’m ready. Same thing for the place of abode. That kind of leaves me up in the air though. How to find the balance between actively looking for work and allowing the universe to bring me what I asked for. That’s the challenge. Balance. That seems to be the theme of the year.

 

* This is part of an ongoing series of posts detailing what happened on a spiritual pilgrimage that I took in 2002. To start from the beginning, go to July 2, 2013. To see the entire spiritual journey as it gets published, click on the category “You Want Me To Do WHAT?!!?” to see all of the posts.

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