I went to see this concert last night. It was a lot of fun and really good music, but it set me off again. I’m looking at these two people on the stage obviously doing what they love and getting paid to do it. Yet again I am thrown into the maelstrom of wondering why it is that I can’t seem to make this work. I am considering going back to school to get my master’s in psychology (perhaps PhD). To tell the truth, I’m not sure what I want to do.
I do know one thing, I need to get a job first. Any job. Something to get me stable so that I can make some real decisions about what I want to do with my life. Perhaps by the time I get stable, something will show up. (Perhaps the business with Keter, perhaps something else.) But this thing kicked my ass. Just so’s you know.
* This is part of an ongoing series of posts detailing what happened on a spiritual pilgrimage that I took in 2002. To start from the beginning, go to July 2, 2013. To see the entire spiritual journey as it gets published, click on the category “You Want Me To Do WHAT?!!?” to see all of the posts.